Thursday, November 3, 2011
Saturday, November 21, 2009
SLEEPOVER! ♥
i was majorly depressed for the past couple of days and working so did not help. at least i had a good laugh while ushering the president. last night was supposed to help to do project but impromptu calls led to drinking at Timbre. beer + pizza x live band = best combo. was going to post this super heartaching post but shall keep it for another day cause darling yuru suddenly texted and ask if i wanna sleepover at her place. she'll pick me up later and send me to work tmr. super happy and excited now! i ♥ all things happy and spontaneous!
Friday, November 20, 2009
just cut it out.
i really feel crushed; lousy; useless.
like i'm torn from inside out.
no, its not just a failed relationship i'm over.
school, work, friends, health, time, dreams, purposes..
all kinds of shit.
i feel like i'm unable to handle all this.
yet there's no reason i cant.
i can only blame that i'm lazy which i really hate myself sometimes for being this way.
not intellectual, no discipline, no motivation,
can i even say i've average looks?
too lazy to maintain a figure. not hardoworking..
so often broke by useless spendings.
always making stupid decisions.
i dont know, the list goes on.
i'm gonna tear myself into bits and pieces.
the sympathy vote doesnt count.
like i'm torn from inside out.
no, its not just a failed relationship i'm over.
school, work, friends, health, time, dreams, purposes..
all kinds of shit.
i feel like i'm unable to handle all this.
yet there's no reason i cant.
i can only blame that i'm lazy which i really hate myself sometimes for being this way.
not intellectual, no discipline, no motivation,
can i even say i've average looks?
too lazy to maintain a figure. not hardoworking..
so often broke by useless spendings.
always making stupid decisions.
i dont know, the list goes on.
i'm gonna tear myself into bits and pieces.
the sympathy vote doesnt count.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
MLIA
My Life Is Average, totally pawns FML! damn entertaining.
Joren told me to look at horoscopes when we were bored. not that i usually look at them or am a huge believer but its pretty interesting sometimes.
quote of the day:
and omg! try this mysterygoogle.com!!! its so much more fun than google on its own. type in anyth and you'll get surprising funny random answers which is actually what the person before you searched for. sometimes you get life's answers this way! HAHAH
+ i chopped my fringe, it needs a week to grow out, omgggggg >< i hope i wont look stupid for tuesday night! i changed the colour too even tho my hair is dying so chopped off a few inches as well. just blew 150bucks today. its okay, tmr and fri i'm working. (trying so hard to console myself that i'm not running out of cash!) no more partying till end of the month! or maybe just once more. =/
this week spam work, next week spam school assignments! focus!
today it was rainning like mad, only managed to get home cause a stranger offered to share his umbrella and shelter me to my blk even tho it was out of his way. he was totally drenched cause i kept saying i need to protect my laptop. opps. plus the rain stopped 20mins after i got home. should have waited it out. :>
sometimes i really cant help feeling lousy... omg, rolls eyes! be POSITIVE! but i cant! :< help!
Joren told me to look at horoscopes when we were bored. not that i usually look at them or am a huge believer but its pretty interesting sometimes.
quote of the day:
"The ideal Taurus soul mate has a platinum card and isn’t afraid to use it."
agree much? ^^
"An unfaithful partner is the kiss of death where the Bull is concerned, so cheaters need not apply." - so it was totally out of character of me to have tank it. compromise for love? dont.agree much? ^^
and omg! try this mysterygoogle.com!!! its so much more fun than google on its own. type in anyth and you'll get surprising funny random answers which is actually what the person before you searched for. sometimes you get life's answers this way! HAHAH
+ i chopped my fringe, it needs a week to grow out, omgggggg >< i hope i wont look stupid for tuesday night! i changed the colour too even tho my hair is dying so chopped off a few inches as well. just blew 150bucks today. its okay, tmr and fri i'm working. (trying so hard to console myself that i'm not running out of cash!) no more partying till end of the month! or maybe just once more. =/
this week spam work, next week spam school assignments! focus!
today it was rainning like mad, only managed to get home cause a stranger offered to share his umbrella and shelter me to my blk even tho it was out of his way. he was totally drenched cause i kept saying i need to protect my laptop. opps. plus the rain stopped 20mins after i got home. should have waited it out. :>
sometimes i really cant help feeling lousy... omg, rolls eyes! be POSITIVE! but i cant! :< help!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Crossroads.
tried in vain to upload the pictures, in the end even when i made them into collages to downsize the file, it still didnt work! so only have bits and pieces. i really need a new internet connection.
Halloween + ShawnFang's 19th
some old man costumes we saw, super hilarious. all sorts of weird people on halloween night + hug fest! shawn had no idea what he was doing from this point alr! so many hilarious things happened =X
at the rate they forced Shawn to drink and the amount of neat alcohol that went down, it was no wonder Shawn puked blood after that. really really crazy night! i was super high too after drinking directly from the bottle. ^^
Joren's Surprise Party!
this one, i wanted to prove that despite all that happens in everyone's life, you cant give up on people.
"You can't go through life thinking everyone you meet will one day let you down."
(via runawaytrain)
after some coordination, and running around the entire day with Yuru darling, it was more or less a sucess!
Joren surprised us more than we surprised him initally. we planned everything nicely and he suddenly decided to stay back in school so we had to bring our meeting time 2 hours forward. which resulted in a mad rush for us!
After ordering the balloons and getting the card!
cant blame us, we were bored waiting for the Da shao ye so that we could get the present.
i swear walking in the heat and heels almost killed me. from one end of orchard to the other twice was not easy, especially when i wore heels cause darling drove.
Present was a last piece, so we reserved and hurried back to collect the balloons, bought 19 red helium balloons, a few extra (knowing what the boys were like), 1 special happy birthday balloon. and Yuru's flower shape + my donut shaped balloons. so excited over them!
rushed to get the cake and then another place to get a bouquet of 19 blue roses, but there was 23 cause the guy failed to count properly. >< can you imagine driving in a rush with 20plus balloons filling up your entire back seat and not being able to see the back view mirror at all!
everyone kept shoes and bags in the store room and hid in the room for 2 over hours cause the smartass Joren called to say he'll be home even later! almost died! had to keep everyone quiet cause we din want to spoil anyth if not the entire day efforts will be wasted.
but there were 20 over people in a small room, noise level was mad! everyone sat on the floor + bed. tried in vain to shush them down! but super fun tho! luckily his maid help warn us when he was back!
he came back too suddenly and we were all jumped up immediately to prepare and rushed to get the cake out of the box! candle placed the wrong way!
Yuru was hiding at the door way when wilfred spotted her, hahah forced her out for a "prize presentation" and Joren gave his "Thank You Speech" its on FB, go check it out! super hilarious!
mission accomplished and felt so happy bout it!
Joren's Post Birthday Celebration over at St James PH.
our clique is so lousy, so many people died, and the 4 brothers were still standing, so much so for wanting do make them go down! first time ever, that the entire clique, everyone was high at one moment, some were dead drunk. never under estimate the rate they force each other to drink and the time they take to force one person to get drunk gets shorter and shorter each time, its so scary!
there were so many different clique of people, friends, friend' friends, etc etc, another epic night!
darling and i went to get our nails done first, had my ribbons! Yuru did hearts! super cute! we did so many retarded things cause we din want to spoil our nails when they were not fully dry, had a good time laughing and swearing that the next time we do our nails we'll go home directly after that. then we went down to get our dinner but half way thru we rushed over as we din want to miss the entry.
when we were all sober!
too many pictures i cant post! ^^ its okay, we all have our fair share of nonsense.
its really fun to see how everyone has grown up, from running around in class to clubbing together and witnessing all the funny stuff each other do when they are high, even the ones you were never close with, you bear the responsibility to take care of them, and you laugh at them when they are drunk, because at the end of the night, everyone wins, with the memories.
i swear when we were walking to mac after club for some refreshments, Junhuei did not say that the mannequin in the shopping mall display was staring at him, or that sunday was a public holiday. HAHAHA
all the sick people, drinking like cows.
aiming Joren! making sure he goes down! their strategy was damn cheater.
Love or Hate your friends! never celebrate your birthdays at clubs!
forced to a corner and still not enough, they continued feeding him with drinks till he couldnt take it!
they were literally struggling and shoving and pushing at the table. his brother tried to rescue him but look at the number of hands trying to pull them apart! damn funny!
and there he goes, high alr! all the nonsense start to happen from this point, when the brothers challenge the rest to drink for revenge. everyone started getting high! and the verdict was that the clique lost! cause there were more drunk people compared to only Joren who recovered after awhile!
the ones who look sober are usually the ones that are gone.
my poor darling couldnt fight against his strength! hahahahah!
share some ♥!
so glad i got high first and recovered and then she got high if not i've no idea what other stupid things will the both of us do. damn funny!
be it when we sat together in class, or when we slept side by side on the same bed, cant help but to feel really loved! despite all the stupid ideas we always come out with, all the impromtu things we like to do, laughing at each other. giggling the entire time when we were suppose to fall asleep after an entire crazy night. witnessing each other do stupid things and laugh at each other the next morning. make fun of each other, disturb each other, we understand each other. snatching the blanket or trying to tuck you properly in bed, only willing to go ahead with the nail colour unless you like it too. we are so different but we are the same. or the fact that we have different styles and likings but we can still hang out for hours and talk non stop.
darling i just want to thank you for being here in such a difficult period and that i want you to know only the memories are haunting you and you've alr let go so you have to be stronger too. and that i'll always be there for you just like how i know you'll be there for me no matter what i choose or decide to do, there will be no wrongs, no rights, just support. I ♥ you!!
thanks for making me believe that things will get better. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Halloween + ShawnFang's 19th
when he was still sober!
hardcore
at the rate they forced Shawn to drink and the amount of neat alcohol that went down, it was no wonder Shawn puked blood after that. really really crazy night! i was super high too after drinking directly from the bottle. ^^
Joren's Surprise Party!
this one, i wanted to prove that despite all that happens in everyone's life, you cant give up on people.
"You can't go through life thinking everyone you meet will one day let you down."
(via runawaytrain)
after some coordination, and running around the entire day with Yuru darling, it was more or less a sucess!
Joren surprised us more than we surprised him initally. we planned everything nicely and he suddenly decided to stay back in school so we had to bring our meeting time 2 hours forward. which resulted in a mad rush for us!
After ordering the balloons and getting the card!
i swear walking in the heat and heels almost killed me. from one end of orchard to the other twice was not easy, especially when i wore heels cause darling drove.
Present was a last piece, so we reserved and hurried back to collect the balloons, bought 19 red helium balloons, a few extra (knowing what the boys were like), 1 special happy birthday balloon. and Yuru's flower shape + my donut shaped balloons. so excited over them!
rushed to get the cake and then another place to get a bouquet of 19 blue roses, but there was 23 cause the guy failed to count properly. >< can you imagine driving in a rush with 20plus balloons filling up your entire back seat and not being able to see the back view mirror at all!
everyone kept shoes and bags in the store room and hid in the room for 2 over hours cause the smartass Joren called to say he'll be home even later! almost died! had to keep everyone quiet cause we din want to spoil anyth if not the entire day efforts will be wasted.
but there were 20 over people in a small room, noise level was mad! everyone sat on the floor + bed. tried in vain to shush them down! but super fun tho! luckily his maid help warn us when he was back!
Alfi with the balloons!
numbered candles!
and finally a Very Surprised Joren!
he was so tramatised he kept asking for his brother and he was totally stoned the entire time. hahahah!
he came back too suddenly and we were all jumped up immediately to prepare and rushed to get the cake out of the box! candle placed the wrong way!
and i forget to take a picture of it before he cut it! colourful dot trims! my fav!!
You cannot avoid this on your birthday.
Yuru was hiding at the door way when wilfred spotted her, hahah forced her out for a "prize presentation" and Joren gave his "Thank You Speech" its on FB, go check it out! super hilarious!
so while everyone was enjoying cake + food, we tied the balloons up to his window!
mission accomplished and felt so happy bout it!
Joren's Post Birthday Celebration over at St James PH.
our clique is so lousy, so many people died, and the 4 brothers were still standing, so much so for wanting do make them go down! first time ever, that the entire clique, everyone was high at one moment, some were dead drunk. never under estimate the rate they force each other to drink and the time they take to force one person to get drunk gets shorter and shorter each time, its so scary!
there were so many different clique of people, friends, friend' friends, etc etc, another epic night!
darling and i went to get our nails done first, had my ribbons! Yuru did hearts! super cute! we did so many retarded things cause we din want to spoil our nails when they were not fully dry, had a good time laughing and swearing that the next time we do our nails we'll go home directly after that. then we went down to get our dinner but half way thru we rushed over as we din want to miss the entry.
when we were all sober!
its really fun to see how everyone has grown up, from running around in class to clubbing together and witnessing all the funny stuff each other do when they are high, even the ones you were never close with, you bear the responsibility to take care of them, and you laugh at them when they are drunk, because at the end of the night, everyone wins, with the memories.
i swear when we were walking to mac after club for some refreshments, Junhuei did not say that the mannequin in the shopping mall display was staring at him, or that sunday was a public holiday. HAHAHA
all the sick people, drinking like cows.
aiming Joren! making sure he goes down! their strategy was damn cheater.
Love or Hate your friends! never celebrate your birthdays at clubs!
forced to a corner and still not enough, they continued feeding him with drinks till he couldnt take it!
they were literally struggling and shoving and pushing at the table. his brother tried to rescue him but look at the number of hands trying to pull them apart! damn funny!
and there he goes, high alr! all the nonsense start to happen from this point, when the brothers challenge the rest to drink for revenge. everyone started getting high! and the verdict was that the clique lost! cause there were more drunk people compared to only Joren who recovered after awhile!
the ones who look sober are usually the ones that are gone.
my poor darling couldnt fight against his strength! hahahahah!
share some ♥!
be it when we sat together in class, or when we slept side by side on the same bed, cant help but to feel really loved! despite all the stupid ideas we always come out with, all the impromtu things we like to do, laughing at each other. giggling the entire time when we were suppose to fall asleep after an entire crazy night. witnessing each other do stupid things and laugh at each other the next morning. make fun of each other, disturb each other, we understand each other. snatching the blanket or trying to tuck you properly in bed, only willing to go ahead with the nail colour unless you like it too. we are so different but we are the same. or the fact that we have different styles and likings but we can still hang out for hours and talk non stop.
darling i just want to thank you for being here in such a difficult period and that i want you to know only the memories are haunting you and you've alr let go so you have to be stronger too. and that i'll always be there for you just like how i know you'll be there for me no matter what i choose or decide to do, there will be no wrongs, no rights, just support. I ♥ you!!
thanks for making me believe that things will get better. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Saturday, November 14, 2009
WAR!
Cant be anymore excited!!
tonight is going to be EPIC!
10 bottles of alcohol.
20 vs 4
boys vs brothers
who is going down first!
hearing both side's war tactics is super hilarious
everyone is discussing like mad
cant wait to see show tonight!
tonight is going to be EPIC!
10 bottles of alcohol.
20 vs 4
boys vs brothers
who is going down first!
hearing both side's war tactics is super hilarious
everyone is discussing like mad
cant wait to see show tonight!
bottomline: you got to put in effort if you wanna see your friends love you as much as you do. things will get better.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
PEACE. LOVE. ALCOHOL
Shawnfang's 19th + halloween was a blast!!! EPIC NIGHT!
'cept that the puking blood part scared me till near tears.
its alr up on fb.
gonna upload it here tmr or after my econs resit paper.
was "motivated" to read my notes today!
from now on this place will prolly be updates and the other one rants.
up to me, its my blog anyway.
'cept that the puking blood part scared me till near tears.
its alr up on fb.
gonna upload it here tmr or after my econs resit paper.
was "motivated" to read my notes today!
from now on this place will prolly be updates and the other one rants.
up to me, its my blog anyway.
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